Greener
Sometimes I sit here at night and wonder what life would be like, if I had done things differently, if I had valued myself a little more. If I had valued myself a little more, then maybe I'd be happier. Then again, I wouldn't have my kids either. Maybe I'd be more successful but maybe then I'd also be a little lonely. Maybe I could do more things, have more money, have more fun, be more responsible and smarter. But then I remember I'd be chasing another dream, someone else's dream, wishing the grass was still greener.